Condiluted Opinion

11:47 and im in pain.

2005-11-03T21:48:00.000-08:00

I am bored, tired, aggitated, and motivated all at the same time. I have been working on my self portrait all day long trying to get it ready for the Oracle(explaining the fatigue and motivation). Therefore, I have been listening to music all day long. But this has lead me to a situation. I now realize that out of my mp3 list of 1000+ songs, I hate/love everyone of them. Its bullscat really. I have my list on random but everysong tires me out, I pass and pass and pass trying to find one song that I havent heard in ages. Im in desperate need to hear something I havent heard in ages.

I have turned to listening to a teacher of mine's streaming music for help, and winamps streaming radio also. Both with much sucess, but yes I still have a problem. My big thing at the moment is listening to streaming techno. Techno has a way of being very repititious but bearable even after hours. But, if you have heard one techno-trance song, you have heard them all. Beep beep bong beep beep. Thats the beat to every song you have heard.

Salvation? Bang on some drums please.

.GANGres

How can this be? Wait nevermind anything is possible.

2005-10-30T20:30:00.000-08:00

Before reading you must know, I metaphorically scat on myself reading up on these hind mentioned souls. With that being said here goes.

http://suicidegirls.com/news/culture/12487/

Pictures on these two in a “WTF?” picture

http://wtf.theadviceasshole.net/index.php?img=719

How about this ladies and gents? The neo-nazi's got themselves a couple of fresh little kiddies straight from the old womb and told them "Your race is the best race. Now go out unto the world, be cute, and sing to the world about it." And that is just what they are doing. In what I would like to call "The Evil Olsen Twin's", these two are getting fame and now fortune by being a cutesy representation of the "Aryan" belief. It is indeed very similar to a “Southpark” episode in which NAMBLA (North American Men Boy Lovers Association, used Eric Cartman to be their spokesman and ultimately to drive the young ignorant crowd to their selves. Eerie huh? I for one find this far more humorous than serious. How could you be so closed-minded? Teaching your children to hate and to express it in this manner. Now, knowing that we do uphold to free speech as a nation, I will say they are able to do so, but this manner is simply, oh I don’t know, retarded! And also, this duo is based out of Bakersfield, CA. The Latino, Spanish, and Filipino, capital of the United States. Wouldn’t that be like hating every person you see? I can’t imagine how tired they must be every night. I’m straying. As I sit here listening to the Reading Rainbow theme, searching for the actual songs they have supposedly released nationwide, I can’t help but think when will this movement end? When will people realize color of skin does neither make a race inferior or superior? I have said this before people are funny and this only proves yet again, “You give a man an inch, and he’ll want a mile.” You may be wondering what do I mean by that? One man wanted one race to dominate the earth and he died for it, others continue to want his dream and think it wont suffer the same fate. For this I laugh.

Also, someone eliminate the word minority.

RIP Rosa Parks by the way. RIP Racism.

Hooray for the Warstomp Clan!

2005-10-24T10:16:00.000-07:00

Yes! Yes we finally did it. Ragnaros down! The series of photos after this is my little photo journal of the second day of encounter that lead to beat down of this giant flaming bastard. What can be seen is the final boss of the fabled 40 man instance in World of Warcraft, Molten Core. After his downing you see the remnants of the beast, his hammer. Regretfully no we couldnt hoister it out of the lava so that is where it stayed. We did however get some nice loot and bragging rites for taking him down. In one photo you see the Heads up Display (HUD) showing the 40 warriors which took him down. My name is ORN, the undead guy in white jumping in one of the photos.

Big grats to us and now we need to kill him again.

If anyone views this post and would like to see some of the video of the take down, I will link it here.

Thanks for reading. Orn-Gangres-Allen H. Personas of a nerdy Mobilian.

My doggie and her patch..

2005-10-11T09:00:00.000-07:00

Alright, im about 10 minutes running her to the vet now. But alas im going to take a moment, even though I know noone will read this post for a lil while. I would like you guys to take a moment and look at the attached picture. My dog, Mocha, has a spot on her belly which im not sure is. I have researched around looking at pictures of Brown Recluse bites, and Lyme Disease and both scare the hell out of me.

I want someone to look and see if they recognize what this patch is.
Its not too gruesome.

Now for the post you will read with an open mind.

2005-10-03T06:14:00.000-07:00

Hello once again my fellow informants. Today I bring to you a post not so much about my opinion. Odd, yes very much so. Today I present a web site which has had my interest for about 3 years now. I have not been able to conclusively accept/deny anything presented and have spent many a night pondering its validity.

I am not able to surmise its contents since it is all speculation, but I can say this. Once you have read everything on the site you will think about life a little differently. Is everything here just made up? Are they telling the truth? Did this guy really come to us via the internet?

Nothing gruesome or gorey so dont worry about that.
Anywho the site is Johntitor.com.

Now a little about the navigation. The site is about posts/predictions of a man, John Titor. He was a frequent poster on Science related forum boards and acquired the attention of a few people who kept and reposted some of his remarks. What made this man worth mention is that he claimed to be a time traveler who had come to us from the future. What makes one look at life differently because of reading this information is that he made predictions. Predictions that have come true. My adivce is read everything under the dropdown boxes from left to right getting his story followed by the posts/predictions.

Now maybe it is all just material similar to ghost videos with the purpose only to baffle and stir up people. But maybe it isn't. You make the call and give me some feedback. Ill be more than happy to give my view on everything in another post if everyone likes.

Take care.

.GANGres

When Hurricanes become female and PMS.

2005-09-21T14:49:00.000-07:00

Hooray! Here comes RITA. Yet another storm to take a path with the ability to turn over buses full of innocent kiddies, break and splinter palm trees, take a reporter and toss them into oblivion, and yes cause an outage of power. What is the deal with the female hurricanes being so strong all of the sudden? Up until now, its been the goofy male named storms who do the damage (ex. andrew and keith.)

Anywho, my thoughts are out to the folks who are going to be affected by Rita. With preparedness up to par, I hope for the best-worst case scenario happens.

Now for the rest of us, here is some humor.

http://www.theomahachannel.com/news/4971571/detail.html

Read before continuing.

People crack me up. I have considered doing this myself but im far too lazy. Ambitious people such as this bloak are born leaders, ones to get up and say what they mean (or mow it.) I like that. And what about the children? Heh this is funny. Maybe every yard should have a metal frame to which when viewed from the front would have a "V-Chip Marker on the top right corner." Too stupid? ok. Then let the kids read. Hell, I went to public school. You can hear worse just going through the halls then you will ever hear off of the TV. Chiefly, these parents need to educate their kids to their surroundings, not hide then from it. Let them understand that these are just words, but not appropriate ones. If they see or hear it, let it go and move on and not to use it themselves.

People crack me up.

.GANGres

Perspective, The Correct one.

2005-09-13T10:47:00.000-07:00

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/9287641/

Read before viewing entry.

Perhaps the best article to rise from this disaster. Johnathan Alter took to expressing exactly what we as Americans are going to go through to correct this situation from ever happening again. What Johnathan did was explain that it was indeed faulty leadership and ignorance of the problems for the poverty stricken in New Orleans, and that this was not their fault. He explains that even though poverty is a topic used by those running for offices (such as President) and other government positions, nothing is being done about further prevention not just in New Orleans, but all around the US. He takes the unbiased, neutral stand perspective and does not hint at an obvious solution, but does mention he is hopeful. He states that this is not the time to tackle this head on because of the huge cost that Katrina lunged on the US.

For Mr. Alter, an semi-optimistic view arose from this destruction. Indeed, as Johnathan Alter notes, this period will help us as citizens, government officials, private citizens, and maybe other countries to realize problems such as these don't have to happen.

For surfacing this point, Mr. Alter should be commended.

Addiction and yes, the fun alongside.

2005-09-12T10:37:00.000-07:00

Well as most of everyone who knows me, well.. knows, I am an online mmorpg addict. Recovering now, I'm doing much better. My digital fighting self has consumed more of my time, attention, and affection/aggression than any flesh and bones human being since I hit the age of 15.

But I have now realized that this will pay off for me. For having "gamed" as long as I have, I have come to understand the entire computer; parts, software, maintenance, logic, and yes even the many languages. Not only has its benefits made my mind expand scientifically but also creatively. Games expanded my mind. Games let me see what artists and game designers could conjure. With having seen the best(WoW) and worst(FF XI Online) online rpg's that have been available for mass consumption, I have gotten to observe various forms of artists with unique styles and tastes for the arts.

The presentation and creation of characters, mob's(or enemies for you laymen), landscapes and scenery, objects, buildings, armor, weapons, and sometimes wildlife has given me a foundation to start conceptually moving into a new realm of art I previously could not ascertain.

Now I'm not saying the countless hours I spent, "..let me kill one more mob to finish this quest to get (insert cool named weapon here) and get (insert insane number) experience.." could not have been used to do more constructive things such as saving a kitty from a fire or bringing prescription medicine to a asthmatic in an iron lung.

I'm a lazy artist with the gift of wanting to be creative. I found my path in life, it just so happened to involve the one other lifestyle that I, too, enjoy. For all of you other gamers out there, this industry is calling out for creative artists, modelers, or just a crazy "SOB" with a few zany ideas. Shoot for it. Literally.

Now all I have to do is get through the not so fun classes and get out and get the job of my dreams.

Thank you for those in my life who put up with this behavior, and encourages me on everyday.

Allen H.

O, o Katrina.

2005-09-01T11:54:00.000-07:00

Well. Lets begin. I believe she was the 12th storm of the season for the Gulf Coast. After Ivan, we in Alabama (and hell the whole coast) have become weary/hardened to the whole storm season. With Ivan listed as one of the most memorable and likely to have been the storm in recent time to judge all other storms, was to be the last for awhile. But alas, no. Enter Katrina. A storm which dealt the damage possibly moreso than any other storm since we started naming storms.

My experience was fairly aweful and too hard to explain thoroughly. This storm has definately changed my life as well as many others. Goodluck to those affected.

Compassionate part of this post........^
Antagonistic view to the job of the government and dispair about choices----v

Now for my beef with the outcome of how this situation has been handled.
The media, how we loathe you. Being down in the middle of where Katrina hit, I have little to no idea how the coverage mid-storm went, but I'm fairly certain the bull(censored because I care) was so over-whelming that somewhere in our country someone slit their wrists and burned their ears off with a blow torch. Somehow the media thought we didn't believe them when they said a storm was hitting. Their retort; sending reporters with a camera guy and a truck to the places likely to get affected by the storm. To film as they grip a tree, light post, or a building and try to give a report. This is re-tar-ded. We believe you asses. We know when the wind picks up a "mooing" cow, there is indeed a hurricane in the vicinity. What they need to do is instead of making pointless broadcasting material, send these reporters to distribute necessities since they have access to all the areas us normal citizens can't go after the destruction.

MOo-ving on.

The federal government should reconsider FEMA as a branch that handles anything. Enough said.

Ok New Orleans, have you learned your lesson. Do you now know wherein the problem lies about your city? Do you now realize you live in an area fighting off nature everyday for the rest of your existance? Does the amount of damage and death constitute an acknowledgement to the wrongs of your leadership? The city of "Nawlins" is a city long passed its due date to die. With errors such as a wall to 4 ft too short, leaders which were emotionally and inexperienced/ignorant running the show, initially non-functioning water pumps, and an inability to see they were not safe living there, they were lucky to be around as long as they have.

I am not comdemning these folks. Some had no means to leave, some didnt want to leave, some moved there. This was not the problem. The problem was leadership. The problem was the failure for the "managers" to tell their "workers", "..we have a problem." The mentions by credible resources shouting out the warning signs about New Orleans' doom was as apparent as the blue sky here today. Noone told the public this decleration happened. Noone told those who could not leave what they were to do in case of such an emergency. I believe this to be beyond simple misinformation. This is ignorance. They ignored vital information. And in our society this is called Obstruction of Justice.

I'm saddened because all was not lost. New Orleans still stands. It will be able to be rebuilt. Maybe stronger, possibly better. But no matter what the reconstruction does beneficial, the kind of disaster will NOT be the last. We as humans cannot fight nature and win. When you try to inhabit the usually uninhabitible, you die. I'm sad because I, too, did not realize an error such as this existed. Hindsight is always 20/20.

Allen H.

The Trendy Artist.

2005-08-24T11:04:00.000-07:00

1:12 in the pm and he's at work.
Maybe he should be working.
Thinking about that last post.
Worded correctly? Yeah its fine.

Well drawing is fun. Lets me relax.
But I should be working.
I'm told I will be driving to Bay Minette.
Great! I need the fresh air.
Do I? Why must I do that?
Do what? That!
Debate myself? Yeah! wait no!
Haha psycho!

Its 1:16 in the pm. And im Nutz!
I gotta get back to drawing.

.GANGres - Allen H.

Life and Times of those abused.

2005-08-24T10:55:00.000-07:00

Everything below this first line is filled with hypocrisy. Moving on.

My attire is something of a mystery to myself. Not only do I not know why I wear what I wear, but when I make a decision about what Im going to wear when I wear it. Follow me? NO?! K.

I have a malignant fetish with punk rock and emo-kid dress codes. The flambouyant colors, the prodominant black with random metal chains, balls, sharp and pointy objects. But now to move on to the clothes.

Seriously. The makeup though. Come now kids. The look of abuse is not always settling. I have now seen from friends of my own and just being a set of eyes on a college campus of the new level at which someone will do in the name of fashion sense. Dark, almost bruise-esque, shadowing around the eyes, and lines drawn from the mouth and eyes to make them appear scarred or sewn together. Im all about being conspicuous I guess, but Im still confugled.

By the way, Im not stressing out that those who do this are unattractive and they should immediately go to the Gap, by some cargo shorts, sandals, breast implants, and steal a blonde wig. Leave that to the celebrities.

.GANGres - Allen H.

When People who shouldnt be on TV.

2005-08-23T10:41:00.000-07:00

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/9047102/

Read before viewing.

O Pat Robertson. Now you have gone and done it. Instead of beating around the bush using your religious lifestyle to get your back on your statements, you went straightforward and said exactly the way you feel. Only this time, they dont have your back anymore. See the problem with saying someone needs to be killed; well that just doesnt concur with public opinions (or morals you big douche.) See this kind of behavior died when Hitler swallowed cyanide and blew him and his poor dogs head off. As college history has taught me, declerations such as these only get you a bad reputation, or yourself assassinated. He has confused himself with someone of importance. The thing is, Pat Robertson is a nobody. A man with a camera crew. Hell, Hulk Hogan has that power. This technique only work for a following which drink's Kool-Aid and wear's Nike's while they wait on the mothership.

Sorry bud, but you are on your own with remarks like that. And one more word, Duck!

Discovery this is Allen, Blogspot is bugged.

2005-08-22T11:30:00.000-07:00

First post, 5 minutes.
Reposting after first post did not post, 10 minutes.
Cursing, Crying, Swearing, reposting, 10 minutes and 2 tissues.

Realizing your work computer just needs to be pulverized, Timeless.

Initial Post.

2005-08-22T11:06:00.000-07:00

For my first post here. I would like to say how much fun I enjoy picking at articles and writers which choose to write about irritating material. I, myself, loathe the act of writing but love being prolific in my typing. We will all share laughs reading my material. At least, thats what i'm told. Anywho off to the first posts content.

http://www.thelouisvillechannel.com/news/4866295/detail.html .

An interesting post which contains a very interesting situation. I believe a metaphorical boner was popped when a story of this "calibur" came into the sights for the AP. Not to undermine the situation or the persons involved, but amidst our current war, bringing up images and references of the past war just doesn't jar my proverbial "Jerry Springer"/Fight Club/Natural Selection interest-o-meter anymore than a dog crapping on my front yard.

Point: We have more important issues to write about instead of this material which is merely mentioned because of shock value.

Done deal. Stay Tuned.

Allen H.